I never thought the man I married would stand over my hospital bed holding divorce papers instead of flowers.

But there he was.

Robert James Hartwell.

My husband of ten years.

Standing in room 712 at Henderson Medical Center in Des Moines, Iowa.

My throat was wrapped in white bandages. The anesthesia from my thyroid surgery was still wearing off. Every swallow felt like broken glass. The room smelled of antiseptic and stale air.