As she walked me through the tests, I studied her hands.
She had my mother’s long fingers. Pianist fingers, my mother used to say, though neither of us ever learned to play.
On her right wrist, a small tattoo peeked out from under her sleeve. Chinese characters. Probably her stepfather’s influence.
“Mr. Harmon, you are under arrest for suspicion of driving under the influence.”
“I haven’t been drinking,” I repeated. “Give me the breathalyzer. The blood test. Whatever you want.”
“All of that will be done at the station.”
She reached for her handcuffs. I stood still.
Then she stepped behind me, and I caught her scent.
Vanilla perfume.
And underneath it, something softer. Something that squeezed my chest so hard I thought I would fall to my knees.
Johnson’s Baby Shampoo.
She still used the same shampoo.
Eleanor had always insisted on it when Katie was a baby. She said it was the only one that did not make our daughter cry.
“My daughter used that shampoo,” I said quietly.
She stopped moving.
“Excuse me?”
“Johnson’s. The yellow bottle. My daughter loved it.”
There was a long silence.
Then Officer Whitmore tightened the cuffs and leaned close to my ear.
“Don’t play games with me,” she said.