I woke up in a fog of pain and confusion, the sterile white ceiling of the hospital room swimming above me.

There was a raw, searing ache in my throat, a souvenir from the surgery I had just endured.

My thyroid, they told me, had to be removed.

I could barely swallow, and every breath felt like sandpaper.

I blinked slowly, trying to focus, when I realized I was not alone.

Edward stood at my bedside.

But he wasn’t holding my hand.

He wasn’t leaning down to kiss my forehead or whisper words of comfort.

Instead, his hands were full of papers, crisp and official, and his eyes were as cold as the January wind outside the window of St. Mary’s Hospital in Savannah, Georgia.