But soon, it became a strict rule.
If I didn’t take it, he grew cold.
If I asked what it was, he changed the subject.
If I woke up dizzy, he blamed it on stress.
The worst part was the gaps in my memory.
I would wake up with small bruises on my arms.
My skin sometimes smelled like rubbing alcohol.
My hair would be wet even though I had no memory of taking a shower.
One morning, I found sentences written in my own notebook that I did not recognize.
One line said, “Don’t let Daniel know you remember.”
I thought I was losing my mind.
Daniel told me the same thing.
“Clara, your mind is making things up,” he said softly. “Trust me.”