I did not have an answer.
But I knew I could not let my children see me break.
I took a deep breath and said, ‘We are going to survive. That is what we are going to do.’
That night, we slept in a small park near downtown.
I gathered the children on a bench and wrapped them in the few clothes from the backpack.
It was not much.
But it was all we had.
The next morning, I walked to a nearby church.
The pastor was kind.
He gave us a place to stay in the church basement for a few nights.
It was cold and dark, but we were safe.
I found a job cleaning offices at night.
It did not pay much.
But it was enough to buy bread and milk.
Caroline watched the younger children while I worked.
We saved every penny we could.
Eventually, we moved into a tiny apartment on the south side of Dallas.
It had one bedroom and a small kitchen.
The paint was peeling and the pipes made strange noises.
But it was ours.
We were together.
I worked double shifts at a diner.
I scrubbed floors, washed dishes, and did whatever I could to keep food on the table.
The children went to a