I walked into Mercy Crest Medical Center in Nashville, Tennessee, on a cold Tuesday morning, carrying a small suitcase, a worn-out sweater, and a shattered heart.

No one came with me. There was no husband in the waiting room. No mother pacing the hallway. No friend holding a phone, ready to record the first cry. There was only me, my shallow breathing, and the weight of nine months of silence pressing down on my chest.