I hadn’t called ahead.

Four months away on a business trip, and I wanted one thing only: to walk through that door, drop my bags, and cook them the kind of hot meal that used to make our small apartment feel like home.

My name is Vanessa. I’m 42 years old. I’ve been married to my husband, Derek, for sixteen years. We have a son, Mason, who just turned fourteen. For the last four months, I’d been in Houston handling a massive project for my company. Sixteen weeks of hotel rooms, conference calls, and eating takeout alone in front of a laptop. Sixteen weeks of missing my family so intensely that some nights I’d lie awake and press my palm against the cold hotel window, imagining the sound of my son’s laugh.