I called my attorney that night. I called a doctor for a home visit to examine Sarah’s wrist and check on the baby. I ordered Ethan his favorite pizza and tucked him into my own bed, where he slept with the soccer ball I had brought him from Dallas clutched in his arms. And I stayed awake all night, watching the surveillance footage on my laptop, cataloguing every instance of abuse, every cruel word, every piece of evidence I would need.