You never forget the moment your heart breaks so loudly you can hear it echo through an empty house.

I sure won’t. It was 1979. My Eleanor had just slipped away, her hand still cool in mine, and all I could do was stand in our little kitchen in Cedarville, Ohio, and listen to the silence. The house that was supposed to be filled with children had never known a baby’s cry. The doctor’s words years before— “I’m sorry, Mr. Harris, but it’s not possible”— had sealed that door. But Ellie never gave up hoping. Right up to the end, she’d stare at the empty little bedroom we’d painted yellow, and she’d smile a soft, faraway smile.