The silence nearly swallowed me alive.

I still remember the day I walked into Sunrise Children’s Home in Buffalo, New York, in 1979, just three months after my wife, Eleanor, passed away.

The rain hammered the roof like a thousand tiny fists, and the wind howled through the eaves.

I was 52 years old, a retired steelworker with nothing left but a hollow house and a broken heart.

Eleanor’s last words played on a loop in my mind: ‘James, don’t let love die with me. Give it somewhere to go.’

I’d spent weeks sitting in our empty living room, staring at her empty chair, wondering how I could possibly fulfill her wish.