The morning I turned sixty-five, the silence in my little farmhouse in Oakwood, Illinois, was louder than any church bell.

I sat by the window in my worn floral armchair, watching the golden September light spill over the empty gravel road. The maple tree I planted with my Henry forty years ago was starting to turn. He never got to see its full glory. He passed on twelve years back, and a part of me went right into the ground with him.