I took a deep breath. A very deep breath. I took out my phone. I opened the camera. And I recorded. Not out of bravery. Out of survival. I recorded Richard’s voice talking about my house. I recorded my mother advising him on how to take the last thing I had. I recorded Bethany saying that, when it was all done, I ‘was going to have to accept reality.’ I held the phone steady. My hand did not shake. My heart was pounding so loud I was afraid they would hear it through the door. But I did not stop.