I felt the sting of hot tears behind my eyes, but I forced myself not to blink, not to let a single one fall. The words cut deeper than any blade could, not because they wounded my pride—I had surrendered my pride decades ago—but because they came from my own son’s mouth. The little boy I had loved before he could even speak. The tiny infant I had kissed goodbye on a cold November morning with a shattered, desolate heart.