I remember that afternoon like it happened yesterday, though my heart still aches every time I think about it.

The sun was streaming through the living room curtains of our little house in Millbrook, Ohio, casting golden patterns across the rug where my seven-year-old son Matthew was setting up his beloved dinosaur figures.

One hand rested on my enormous belly, feeling the gentle rolls and nudges of the life inside me. At nine months pregnant, every single movement felt like a miracle, a secret conversation between me and the son I hadn’t yet met.

“Mom,” Matthew called out, his big brown eyes sparkling with so much hope it made my heart swell. “Do you think he’ll actually like dinosaurs? I’ve got the T-Rex ready and everything.”