I stepped into the kitchen and my whole world cracked.

The air was heavy with the scent of lemon soap and something else I couldn’t name yet. Something broken. My mother stood at the sink, her back to me, shoulders curled forward just enough to make my heart stutter. The August heat pressed against the windows, but she had her sleeves pulled all the way down to her wrists. Odd for a woman who used to love the feel of sun on her skin.

“Mom?”

She didn’t turn around. Her hands moved in slow, deliberate circles over a plate that was already gleaming. A thin, careful hum came from her throat, the way someone whistles past a graveyard. To cover the silence. To cover something worse.