I sit beside her nursing home bed every afternoon at exactly 12:30, spoon-feeding her applesauce. Her eyes wander around the room, but they always land on the scars that twist across my left cheek and pull at the corner of my eye. The same scars she gave me when I was a little girl. She never meets my gaze. Not once, in all these months. I lift another spoonful, blow on it gently, and hold it near her cracked lips. She opens her mouth like a baby bird, and I slide the spoon in without a single drop spilled. I could remind her. I could whisper, “Do you remember, Aunt Patricia? You did this to me.” But I don’t. Because I made a promise a long time ago, under a sky full of stars, that I would never be the monster she was.